Zare

OKAY

2011-10-12T07:50:00.000-07:00

When was the last time i posted? I have started to appreciate what kira has done to make this blog for me. Hmm, it has been two years? Lol. :B

Post.

2010-05-26T06:01:00.000-07:00

My left foot is hurt by the roller blades. It hurts abit.
Anyways, tomorrow is CCA day. I hope i won't lose my emotions
anymore or else..

Post.

2010-05-25T06:29:00.000-07:00

Now i finally understand what you meant to tell me that time. Such things were not worth for something like me. And ALLOW .

post.

2010-05-24T06:15:00.000-07:00

He thought me so many things yet i'm still submisive(?) to such human emotions. Have i not trained hard enough? Why? Why am i always trapped within the walls of the container i dwell in? It's so wet, slippery... i keep falling. when will i learn how to jump? When will i learn to see through problems with every aspect? I've let him down, i can feel.. i can. I'm sorry.

Yeah, i'm posting.

2010-05-18T05:29:00.000-07:00

No, my emotions are leaving me. I can't even shed i single tear now. No pain, no nothing. I feel like a robot. He taught me well, but when will i come to realise what's right and what's not? I'm so confused. Who's to blame? Myself? For letting my soul slip slowly away from myself? The others who are making me lose my mind? What? At least, what i have left of my emotions are still the hatred, the grudges and the devlish side. Enough to survive and manipulate. Is that bad? Will i ever learn? Why is this entry SO emo? Damn it, face the world. I won't run away anymore. I won't..

Time to watch naruto.

2010-02-22T05:48:00.000-08:00

ARGH. MY LIFE IS BEGINNING TO SUCK!
WHAT THE FUCK! FUCK! ARGH!
ARGH!
What the fuck is wrong with THAT friend?!
FUCKING ASSIGNMENT.
FUCK EVERYTHING.

Thinking

2010-01-30T15:16:00.000-08:00

it's me that's lovesick..
the cause is YOU
no the cause never did turn back to me.
ignore my selfishness dear,
i'm a human after all
i can't say no to desires
can't say no to what i like LIKE.
so.. please if it's just a one worded answer,
wouldn't that be an extra bonus,
it's no use running.
i might just stalk you where ever you go.
or even have my hands stained blood.
so why not give me the SIMPLE answer?
Yes or no?
so i can be cured and live on my fucking turbulent life.
so give it up typhoon.

2010-01-19T03:01:00.000-08:00

heh, it's been LONG since my last post. I don't think i shall ever crush on marcus anymore cause i've gotta feeling that, THat DUDE likes rhoda ( idk ) I'VE GOT A FEELING. yeah.my back's gonna break and i don't really hate anything now. Oh YAH, =_= today for P.E, we did dancing. i was smiling like some baby being amused.... .... while annabel was being "neutral". However, untill now, I STILL CANNOT REMEMBER THE NEW PPL'S NAMES! AHHHHHHH. ( idk what to write. )

Happy Birthday me!!!

2009-11-27T23:15:00.000-08:00

xD yay!

I STOLE FROM SONJA >_<

2009-11-22T15:48:00.000-08:00

Yeah, Yeah... about my phone not having a camera... it ain't my fault... plus, i'm only getting my new phone at march D: .... so, don't blame me sonja.., okay?

i thought that... i might miss the fun clique times next year so ... these pictures would be precious memories ( although i look dumb enough.. LOL ) okay... :D

arr

2009-11-03T21:50:00.000-08:00

akai:
i drew you yesterday piw <3 =w=

zare:
thankies omnomnom.

akai:
LULZ.I should stop doing that. Gross

zare:
D:

akai:
whatever. =3=
addicted to shooting star from naruto. Nice. I love that song. I repeated it like more than 10 times. MU HA. Having theory class today... T_T I didn't do anything cause i don't know w t f the questions were saying. This is the 6th time or so i didn't do my theory homework. Hehe...

zare:
o.e

2009-11-03T01:43:00.000-08:00

akai:
lulz. Today i was supposed to meet up with Sarzuka but i just got lazy and skipped the whole damn meet up. heh. I played Gaia like in forever. I have no idea why i am addicted to it. I'm so freakin' weird. haha... i met this guy from california....i think? lulz. He was very VERY strange. He was talking to me about THAT in his country. He said it was easy to get away with and.. condom works. O_O i was like, what the heck? Why are you telling me this? He freakin' ignored me and carried on. so on ..... and i'll keep the rest to myself. He said, if i lived next to him, he'd teach me step by STEP. To the hell with him. lulz. No way, i'd be so loose. hehe.. the heck. But he's funny. He's 16. HE THOUGHT I WAS OLDER CAUSE I DON'T SCREAM AROUND IN GAIA , NOT ACTIVE. W T F M A N. Sheesh. Am i that old?! I'm like only 13. T_T

zare:
lulz. omelette. eggies. omnomnom.

akai:
wtf.

Halloween doll :D

2009-10-20T06:19:00.000-07:00

Ey , Ey ! >w< It's my first halloween picture ever! It's a contribution for my "WIFE" Kira's blog! |:D yay~ i'm so happy i ever did something! =w= *dreamy*

My first comic online , and my fav picture! owo

2009-10-17T21:16:00.000-07:00

LULZ exams are over SO, i decided to continue drawing. Very, VERY , R A N D O M. =3=

Enjoy! >w<

exams are finally over!!!

2009-10-12T21:39:00.000-07:00

akai: WOOHOO!!!!! >0<.. YAAAAAAAAAAAY~ i think for more credit from above, I, SAW, ONI-SAN ON THE WAY HOME!!!! >W<.. NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAN~! EHEHE!!!! I'M SO HAPPY~ I EVEN SAID HI!

What's wrong man?!?!?!

2009-10-11T05:27:00.000-07:00

Today my dad scolded me for watching Niga Higa!!!! What the heck's with him?! It's not like i'm watching porn... RAWR. I hate it when my Dad does that. ): dammit... now my mood is all ruined... ):

new picture

2009-10-10T00:23:00.000-07:00

heh, i got sick of studying... and i came out with something new : "the butler"
yeah, crappy name but.... :/

Oc+0pUs b0sS --- M!sS!0n Ov3rT!mE !!!

2009-10-07T23:10:00.000-07:00

LOL. Today kira and Akai was walking home from school. Haru and his friend was walking behind them. =3= Akai thought that they were maybe, FOLLOWING THEM. SHIT. PERVS. Lol . HELL NO. Don't be paranoid Akai. Anyway, mina and aoki said they didn't want to tag along cause' they were afraid of being... raped? O_O uh, okay. I guess i understand. When kira and Akai reached causeway, they decided to go to mos burger and EAT. Then find the others. Akai brought vegetable soup and kira brought FRIES. Akai stupidly put in too much pepper. And it tasted like zoo.[ what kira said ] THEN, both of them went to almost ALL of the fastfood outlets. But no sign of mina and aoki. WE saw pee-yew at mac's they were about to leave and THEN THEY HAD TO SEE US. Akai didn't want them to get the wrong idea or they would tease her again. WELL, plan failed. They saw us. Well, not me. The girls. Pee-yew teased Akai about Sasuke. Half the time i was thinking why pee-yew didn't dare look up and Sasuke was... blushing? Hmm.. must be my mistke. Kira decided to look at the food court, so we all went up. Halfway through, we saw kok Tiam...AND HIS BROTHER KOK PAO. Daigo tagged along behind those two guys. LOL. Those twins...hurr...i was like o.o they looked the same. Kira thought Kok Pao was Kok Tiam's shadow LOL. We went up anyway. on the second story, we saw Kyo. We asked him about the whereabouts of mina and aoki. He said he didn't know and asked us where Kok Tiam was. We told him and so, he helped us to call aoki and mina. They didn't pick up... noobs. Kyo believed that there was really a GIANT octopus behind him when Akai "screamed", "OCTOPUS!". MEGA LOL. They weren't at the food court so we decided to go to thw woodlands civic centre. Akai and Kira called this the " octopus mission ", and the octopus mentioned before...,was their boss. We saw that rapist guy [ i can't remember his name] , jun hoe or something? We saw him eating at Kfc. As we entered the civics centre, we passed by this group of indian guys. THEY WERE TALKING IN A LANGUAGE WE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND, AND IT SEEMS THAT THEY WERE SAYING THE SAME THING! While they were talking, they did weird gestures i NEVER seen before. We were like " shit. Don't laugh" when we walked past them. THEN, WE LAUGHED LIKE MAD. O_O loooool- I'm not being racist but seriously, WTH?! Oh yeah, i forgot to mention that after we ate at mos, kira went to buy bubble tea. There were to china guys from our school. They were looking at Kira and Akai, saying : " I've seen too many pretty girls around!" in chinese. I'm not really sure what that really meant though... argh... i don't feel like typing anymore. I think that the maths paper was easy. The lit paper? ARGH. If you want more info on the octopus mission thingy, ask Kira. ;]

D 0 L L - 1

2009-10-07T02:08:00.000-07:00

akai's post:

GAH! I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE!!! I LIKE SASUKE!!! ARGH!!! But... i think that Sasuke likes Leya and Hae-young... :| I don't know what to do. Kira and the others keep pushing me to "KISS" Sasuke-kun... argh...why does this happen to me anyway? Things like: " I LIKE SASU " and " I WISH I COULD BE WITH HIM " keep popping up in my head. I don't feel anything when he is around but, when i ask him out, [ KOFF ] that's when my heart [ i have a heart? ] starts beating like crazy. It's surprising cause' i never really liked anyone [ besides Rae ] before. Sasuke-kun is a, WELL, moron to me...but...mixed feelings... [ don't know how to describe ]. I was thinking that Sasuke doesn't like me and do things like lying to me just to avoid me. -sigh- I know i shouldn't think about EGGS now but... i'm undergoing PUBERTY. What can i do?
I think that i should forget about the thought that Sasuke would even notice me. I'm such a tomboy... maybe it's really not worth to be with me for a normal guy like him. I've got hurt once, i don't really feel anything anymore. Thank you guys for closing my heart [ Rae & Sasuke ]. I can concentrate on my studies now. ;] Thanks.

Zare's post:

:[ I'm so sorry it had to turn out that way Akai... i swear i'd always be by your side no matter what. It's until you find back the real you, i shall leave. For the time being, let's study for our exams. Things like EGGS are not important kay? <3

I HATE puberty - YEAH I DO. YAAAAAA

2009-10-05T06:17:00.000-07:00

I HATE D & T because i get to be with the person i LIKE LIKE.
ARGH. And wth?! abi-boobz was talking about some guardian angels thing. no offence, but to the hell with that crap. Like i even bother to really think it's real. Hell, I'M reality -bi-boobz don't ask me to get out of my ownworld. che-- =_= (twitch) argh... i think i'm mental posting this ( by right i AM ). GRAAAAAAWR~ My mummehz brought chocolate muffinz home! OMG. THEY LOOK EXTREMELY TEMPTING TO EAT. *0* choco-licious! urk-- i still have to stay back for D & T tomorrow... i''m such a noob... T^T . Already counting down to the holidays! AKAI, AJA-AJA FIGHTING! YOOOOOOOOSH!!!! ..>0<.. ( much enthusiasm ) owo yayys~ i really want to buy that food-earaser thingy ( NO KIRA IT ISN'T EDIBLE ) for my sister. Decided not to be a scrooge... anyway, i hate kyo... his such a moron. Stupid caveman. SELF-CENTERED SHIT! HOW COULD HE TURN AOKI TO ANOTHER PERSON??? IT'S ALL HIS FAULT!!! RAAAAAAAWR!!! KILL HIM abcdefghijklmnopqrstuv. Plus, i hate the SEXUAL education teacher. TRUST ME, HE RAWX. =_=

gomen~

2009-10-03T23:34:00.000-07:00

i was being damn random... >:D
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-
i didn't post like forever---
can't wait for the holidays to come...
plus, i think i'm gonna fail my exams... T_T

sian

2009-07-28T02:51:00.000-07:00

._. i can't post my pictures... dunno why... T_T
and TMRW IS THE BIG DAY... at least...unless.. "He"
comes...

akai power

2009-07-18T00:38:00.000-07:00

my latest work of kira. i love her. ( HO HO HO )

akai trouble

2009-07-17T23:04:00.000-07:00

kay...who's against me? O_O never show real name. stupid. Anyway, got to tell kira her colouring rawx. but i like ulquiorra. Ayame keeps being mean to all of us ( as usual ) and akai made a few friends online. i'm bored to the core and angry with akai cause she told everyone about it. :/ shes sad im not talking to her tho. serves her right. =_= but id forgive her after a couple of days.

99.99% uncouth

2009-07-02T02:51:00.000-07:00

man, i was SO pissed today. Should have asked sonja to do the damn presentation instead. That stupid pea-brain really have to watch his toungue. I dont care how big or small his damn brain is but for a person who is rightfully normal and jumping, should learn basic respect. Learn to respect people yo. I tell you, i dont care who hates me. Because if i snap, you world will come to an end. Ill become something youd ever regret, taking in all your retarded f-ing words i tell you.(too bad he cant come to my blog.or id be really glad).

hmm...i really have to stop being so nice to people. They take it for granted. And i should take action when im angry if not, people will start throwing me off to the wide open sea like some useless crap. When i show my true self, pea-brain will never see the world again(i guess). -sigh- i really want to beat him up. He could have shut up instead of boo-ing, which dragged the other guys in. And i think the 12halves hates me(i dont give a damn cause i THINK i hate them too-well, some of them..)cause they didnt even stop the guys from doing un-couth stuff. SO MEAN. i have been thinking a lot :
1) be more mean then annabel until those doof-heads could have their f-ing heads BOOFED off(which means i really hate them)
2) i must not be like pea-brain(cause he's damn primitive/primative[?])
3) tell my parents my english teacher seem to be teaming up with the BOOFER-HEAD just because my english is not up to HER stndard.
4) I really hate the english teacher.-i mean, WHATS WRONG WITH HER?!?!?! SHE DIDNT STOP DOOFUS FROM BOO-ING ME!!!
5)i may want to file a law-suit against her( impossible )
6) i want to change school
7) zare rocks

yuan: you THINK?! zare: TOTALLY>>>>

i'm not dreaming- really.

2009-06-29T02:16:00.000-07:00

WOAH. Today when i was on the way back home, like somewhere near unity secondary, this guy from unity sec dropped his stuff on the ground.Then he said:"SHIT"-and i was kinda RIGHT infront of him.i was like wth? what should i do-----
before i even realised, my body moved on my own and helped him picked his stuff up(oh.i noticed he had the same fullscape as me O_O) he said thanks but didn't look at me though(not that i wanted him to anyway =_=) then i was like "..." and walked away. WOW. so uncool~ argh...well, at least he gave me a wonderful idea of how to piece up another romance manga. that would be his thanks to me-i wanna thank him too.

tch didn't know that today's school was gonna end that late and MAN i was STARVING--- oh yeah, got to go and visit kira's blog and finish the ghost manga.

i wonder when i would ever post again...i don't want class camp to come-will keep my fingers crossed.and i think my personality is kinda changing. i'll be more straight-forward..watch out dear asamiya cause i waon't let you off that easily you hear? don't get me wrong. i'm just pissed.

PERFORMANCE UP-HILL

2009-06-28T05:46:00.000-07:00

:D i might have posted this a day later but AT LEAST I POSTED. School's gonna reopen tommorrow and i still DIDN'T complete my last chinese assignment.Besides that, i had to pplay solo in the performance cause abigail was absent. i thought things were gonna go boom, over for me cause the main character wasn't present, BUT I WAS WRONG. The small lead got to take the big lead( dont know what that means) though it was kinda scary. My dizi was blowing everyoone's ears off but hey, at least i made it through WITH FLYING COLOURS. I really looked fat in my pink dress for that performance( or maybe i AM fat..T_T) but, YEAH. conductor asked me and nikki to take the dizi test thigamagig and i was kinda reluctant to answer yes but i did anyway. on that very day, 940 and nikki played a prank on me. Thay pretended to be sick and told me they couldn't come and i had to play solo. When i knew the truth, i was furious. UHUH, i wanted to box 940, not nikki. cause nikki is so cute~ i wasnt that petty and kinda forgave 940 cause she's my senior(i'm too good to be true- HEHEHE). However, things went downhill for 940 she got a terrible stomach ache and HAD to go to the TOILET. but the gay teacher said "NO" . cause he was well, GAY.(no offense to gay ppl..i guess its cause hes cranky and scolded my teachers..)i got a photo that i ripped out from my other senior's blog and i look terrible. i must have grown fatter LOL(i don't really care though).
btw: i have a lot of spelling errors because my mum's keyboard's REALLY small.

whoo

2009-06-12T01:23:00.000-07:00

wow. just came back from the "meet-my-old-friends-campaign" . i think one of my friends think im weird.. T-T
ive got to admit but i think all the guys practically sound the same. all broken radios.
cept for jarren dude and i. >:3
our voices rock the heavens. WAY TO GO!!!!
x3
looks like im really too sexy for my shirt. love me love me. come to me kira~
lol. im weird at that part. and im not gay. call me gay and you are homo. ;P i think that i should really work on my strengh. im really really strong. i only brought in a tiny whack and the shuttle cock went flying faraway.
the girls must be drooling and all head-over-heels-for me. i cant wait to go to kira's house again~ love her lots.

to kira: sorry if this is informal. >:B love you lots tho~

woo?informal.informal.

2009-06-11T20:10:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the day of the meet-up-science-project day.
:D it was kinda fun cause we got to play badminton more than
the science project. >:D
bad news: my leg was bleeding O_O
good news: i still knew my moves. >:B
today, im gonna play badminton with all my affairs..
i mean friends. :D
never seen them for quite some time. my heart's gonna burst?
im overwhelmed with joy. YAY (sarcastic ;3)
badminton again yeah.
i like to play it barefooted.
we( seki and i ) almost forgot where the raquets(typo?) were.
and i just thought of SWEET BABE NARREL.
hehehe.
im typing really really informally.
i hope kira babe wont hack my head off.
hehe.
and pls dont spam.tag.
>:B

damn...

2009-06-08T17:12:00.000-07:00

i did a new picture but it looks totally weird...

let's refresh!

2009-06-05T02:45:00.000-07:00

Thanks for all
Thank the world
Thank everything
I know that I’m lucky
I’ll always do my very best to be happy~
With or without
I’d always smile
I promise
I promise~
I’ll smile
So people will smile
Will smile
So people will be happy
smile
Because it’s healthy.

There’s no pill to perfection
But there’s a pill to happiness
: be happy for everyone, smile

a boring lifetime -3-

2009-06-05T00:59:00.000-07:00

today annabel, zauwin, desmond and i went for a field trip...i mean movie...
the movie was nice but..EVERYONE KEPT TALKING!!!!! -sensored-
ARGH! and i don't think i mix well in the crowd...i missed kira lots and
lots...i love you kira~~ forever and ever <--not love confession.just missin'
her. =3=
anyway, we went for neoprints after that.
my comment: wth. so boring. cant we do something fun?
conclusion: must go out with different groups that are sociable, cause im not.
percentage of HW done: 30% (im better off dead) ¬_¬
i love the new image you gave me kira...sry i forgot to thank you earlier..

two eggs one rice

2009-06-03T21:34:00.000-07:00

today we went to school to do some science proposal thingy
our project failed but with everyone's smartness(?!) we used
MY<--(ignore that) OUR idea
currently: trying to cook porridge
but failing badly.

DOGS x_x ANNABEL¬_¬

2009-06-02T05:46:00.000-07:00

we went to annabel's today for the science project----
IT
FAILED
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~
( NO INTENTION OF SPAMMING >:B )
1) i love sims
2) i love jumping on annabel's bed
3) SOMEONE FARTED
4) I HATE ANNABEL'S BROTHER
5) I WANT HIM- I DONT WANT HIM- IM GOING INSANE
6) WROTE 4 POEMS
7) whoo?
8) climed up the main gate of annbel's house in fright
of dog invaders
9) ate noodles for lunch

i think it's the poem trend in my thick skull now( i dunno what it means... )

2009-06-01T17:00:00.000-07:00

ehh........
got like....
1....2....3....4....poems...
yay~
:B
okay one of them's called SEAL THOSE LIES( i dunno...random )
no one saw
that demon claw
the one that kills
the one that seals
behind that smile
the shadows mild
which hides the truth
never gone aloof,
until he came,
and broke the chain,
was it set to move,
again to groove
it hurt many,
no more dainty,
that killer eyes,
once so nice..
turned many to dust,
swept away at dusk.
this rampage,
would come to age,
when the knight comes,
to slay the night,
the sun will arise,
to seal those lies.

weird? i tried my best... T_T

ugya~

2009-05-28T02:18:00.000-07:00

currently:
still laughing at abi's and marcus's hair(hehehe...)
eating green tea flavoured cracker YUM. but too bad the guys aint too immune to it. WAY GO GIRLS!hehehe
i'm still deciding on what to wear tomorrow.... ._.
UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH~~~
movie.movie.movie madness.
@_@
i think my class position is going down to hell tho..hehehe
ah well...it doesnt matter anyway~
drawing is better(i hope mrs ang didnt see this.)
oh tsubasa was being downright creepy o_o
HE SMILED--> =D (ugly)
hehehe

kira power

2009-05-27T03:54:00.000-07:00

UWAAAAAAAAAH~
today kira kicked my butt....
hurt alot T^T
i ate FRIES and drank ICED CHOCOLATE
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drawings today: 2

kira's mine

2009-05-22T01:08:00.000-07:00

hmm...today wind asked me a very weird question.
would i be happy if zare were to come into reality?
answer: DUH! SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME IS HARD TO COME BY...PLUS,HE'S HANDSOME!
UWAH~
id like that~~
but will in even happen?
argh....
watching full house again...
but i really think kira has sexy legs(not joking) >:0
but...lucifer is naked right? o_o
i dont want to see that...
argh...

zare

2009-05-21T04:41:00.000-07:00

my latest picture of zare- very sexy indeed(but i dont wanna draw him nude)

I HEART KIRA

2009-05-21T02:02:00.000-07:00

I really do.

Kira rulez. Aoki is cute. Kazuya is lame.